If I speak, I am condemned. If I stay silent, I am damned!

Today's Title: Les Mis

Its been a while. I hate that I only seem to blog at times when I'm annoyed.

Why can't I leave now? One moment things are fine and I can stand living at home, then one wrongly timed statement and BAM! it all explodes in my face.

Lesson one of today is that my father does not handle stress well. I swear, a little bit of illness and he becomes 5 years old. Now he's in a cycle of not sleeping and not feeling well that's left him "tense". Welcome to my life dad. Take a walk in the lives around you. I know plenty of people with more reason to be stressed than he is. I'll admit I don't see the full picture, but I can say that I know that I handle stress better than him.

Just because I'm stressed out doesn't make me bite everyone's head off every 10 minutes. Then that backfires on my mom and makes her snappy. Oh, how I love the cycle. And no one will admit that their pissed off at each other even though "fuck" and "shit" are every other word they say.

Its grating on my last nerve.

Frost out.